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I have been praying that God would make a way for me to stay home full time with Taryn. It seems, however, there are obstacles that keep popping up. So I wonder, does that mean it isn't God's will for me to stay home, or is the enemy at work? I struggle with the whole idea of God's will. Is it wrong for me to ask that I could stay home with my daughter instead of work outside the home? Honestly, I don't think it is, because my husband and I want what is best for Taryn and ultimately, our family. My mom is retired and watches her, but I feel like it really wears her out. I do only work three days a week, which is a huge blessing in and of itself. I just want to be sure of my motives. Am I working just so we can have those few extra luxuries that we otherwise wouldn't? I can see so many benefits to our family if I stayed home. Taryn, for one, would have her mama home every day. I know it would take a load off of Calvin, too. He picks her up on the days I work and takes care of her until I get home, and cooks dinner because I get home late. Which, with being in school full time can be a lot. We are definitely willing to make sacrifices financially to make this happen, but I don't think we could make it quite yet. So, I am going to continue to seek the Lord, and ask for His guidance. At some point, I may just have to take a leap of faith. I just want to make sure it is Him asking for the leap. I know this is a big issue for every family. Once you have children, your whole world changes. A few decades ago, the women as a majority, stayed home. Now, the norm is for women to be breadwinners right along with their hubbies. I can't help but wonder, is this the absolute best? What if we lowered our lifestyle expectations and went without two vehicles or lived in an apartment so mom could stay home with the children? Kind of a radical viewpoint for this generation. Not to get all old school on everybody! Well, enjoy your polical campaign ad -free days ahead!